oh my !

Alhamdulillah , the trial is settle ! penghujung trial bererti permulaan debaran SPM sebenar . dah cukup ke all out selama ni ? he says : recheck , reload , refresh , remind and reformat . find myself through Him .
oh Allah , what i've done all this while ? all the things i've been done throughout my two years at sriss , are they enough ? am i ready to blast in this year spm ?? that is the point . the MAIN point ..

forget about that for a minute .
let me hive my heart a break ( ! )

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Allah , i tried my best , please , may this trial be a good turning point as a spm candidates .
i tried my best to follow all his advices , just hoping it wont make him dismay and disappointed .

dear him , if u read this notes , i'm really sorry if you think my results  are too bad and i am not deserved for it . as if u know what is in my minds and myself , u will know the truth . but the fact is u dont know whats in it  , it is very hard to let all of the things happen go fly with u , but , i know , this the best , for both of us . its hard to explain .

goodbye memory , dont forget me . gonna miss you .